I once heard a voice through the timbers,
It’s breath shook branches and rustled leaves scattered upon the ground.
“What do you do with this moment?”
I sighed,
Knowing what I was supposed to say to answer,
Knowing what was expected of me in response,
Yet knowing it was a lie.
 
The truth, it seems, was nothing I was told I could do.
 
I was taught something different,
I was shown a path not my own,
And I agreed to the limits others had placed on themselves,
As though they were my own sacred truth,
My birthright,
The agreements I had made at conception.
Their truth had been turned into my lie.
 
My truth, it seems, was nothing I was told I could do.
 
I stared silently into the soul of the forest,
The growl,
I could not be sure if it was out there,
Or radiating from my trembling mind,
A deep breath, and I knew what I must do,
My mouth opened, but no words would be born,
My heart, instead, gave it’s answer.
 
This truth, it seems, was nothing I was told I could do.
 
I would live,
Without mercy offered to the demons that would see me die.
A code, written not in the book of others
But out of a desire to find my own bliss,
A life not being lived in the light of another’s torch,
But of the one I had built, that I had lit,
With my own trusting hands.
 
The truth, it seems, was something I knew I could do.
 
I turned, and walked to my own destiny,
Cleansed by the dirt of trails I would find,
Forged by the fears I would banish into history,
A deep breath,
Unsteady legs would become strong,
Uncertain thoughts would die on their vine,
My life became my own.
 
The truth, it seems, was something I discovered I had done.
 
 
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